About The Problems in My Life

Original Post - 06/02/2025 04:39 AM *(edited)

Posts: 10

Before I proceed, I am aware that finobe.net is not really an adequate place to vent about such personal topics, especially with the Vent section being nonexistent (though, moot said there should be one (and he comedically sent me a friend request while I was writing). But because I got literally nowhere to yell for help and I am forced to be isolated, finobe.net is the place to be for it.

Around in Autumn 2023, as an uneducated baffoon that I was, I have said a controversial thing regarding to my very own country (Russia). Now, I acknowledge that I was absolutely wrong about it and I have matured since then, but I am still being prohibited to use any social media by a medical recommendation which my parents follow until the obvious world situation that shall not be named will be done over with. In case if anyone finds that this forum post does not belong in finobe.net, look at the category of it.

Right now, I am writing this from an Android TV Box with a remote control (Yes, it sometimes hurts, but I got used to it) and communicating here while I am not quite supposed to at this current time. So, if you thought that I could be a fine moderator for this platform, I would say "I would", but not right now. But, I could be available eventually later this season. Not this month, exactly (I am guessing, still) this season.

I really want to work as an Video Editor once this thingamajig will be over, but my PC (which is not available right now) does not have an SSD and rather has a HDD with an low-end setup, so getting used to Premiere Pro as a master of Vegas Pro (sounds ironic, yeah) would be painful. Hence, I will have to help my parents with building their own house to restore relations and hopefully get my PC fully upgraded.

Regarding my own identity, I am as of now being anonymous right now. I will not be giving any hints for the sake of it not sounding like disinformation, but I will reveal myself once I will be allowed to. I already gave you enough hints if you think about it, you just need to be as observant as I am.

That is all. Thank you for listening. I will not be editing this post because editing's broken here. Thanks Aesthetiful.

Reply - 06/09/2025 12:08 AM

madstingray

Posts: 129

not trying to be invasive or anything but how come you don't have access to your pc anymore?

Reply - 06/09/2025 12:41 AM *(edited)

Sea

Posts: 104

not trying to be invasive or anything but how come you don't have access to your pc anymore?

I have already explained it: I said incorrect things before, and my PC has been restricted because I would be able to use social media, if I had it.

Yes, I may have made an email to socialize on the Net, but have some sympathy with the fact that I am socially isolated in real life (I am neurodivergent, so it's difficult to find friends (and I am yet to read the Dale Carnegie's "How to Win Friends and Influence People" book. A popular Video Editor recommended it for socializing) and that I was not able to talk with anyone, but my parents for a year and a half now.

Consider as well that I am mentally a different person now compared to me from 1.5 years ago, and I am yet to do more with my life than just changing my brain.

Reply - 06/09/2025 01:07 AM

madstingray

Posts: 129

I'm assuming you live in a rather isolated place, since you also said that your living conditions are awful

Reply - 06/09/2025 01:15 AM *(edited)

Sea

Posts: 104

I'm assuming you live in a rather isolated place, since you also said that your living conditions are awful

There are no intriguing clubs that I can join in my city, hence I suppose so.

I was talking about the state of my life, but sure.

Reply - 06/09/2025 02:14 AM

madstingray

Posts: 129

who downvoted this thread bruh

Reply - 06/09/2025 08:40 PM *(edited)

jamrio

Posts: 22

life is tough, some are born fortunate and others not so much but it is those who live in difficult conditions that find ways to make the most of the tech/objects around them

I'm sorry about what happened in Russia, but at least in the future you'll have quite a story to tell once your equipment is up and running, alongside the house. Godspeed my friend.

Reply - 06/09/2025 08:50 PM

Sea

Posts: 104

life is tough, some are born fortunate and others not so much but it is those who live in difficult conditions that find ways to make the most of the tech/objects around them I'm sorry about what happened in **Russia**, but at least in the future you'll have quite a story to tell once your equipment is up and running, alongside the house. Godspeed my friend.

Hearing this from you matters a lot, since I did know about you since the Finobe times and you seemed like a really wise guy!

I cannot thank you enough for this message. This is something what I have wanted to hear for a very long time, ever since the medical restriction.

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